Weepy

I am weepy. I am on a real emotional rollar coaster. But that's okay, I'll take it.

Yesterday I almost came home sick.  I was overtired (GRRRRR 5:30 am shifts) and I was Nauseous. Of course when I told the Captain he cheered.  Last night and today were better but I tried to eat a little better. This morning I had grapefruit and steel cut oats. Yum. This breakfast also helped with a little issue I had the last few days...constipation. I know TMI but it wouldn't be me if I didn't talk about the pooh.

During week 4 and 5 I was quite surprised and happy that I wasn't overly bloated and gassy and constipated. Though of course it worried me as well.  This was always a big problem for me.  The non-bloat probably had to do with my healthy eating habits. So this is good, right? Well leave it to me to start eating crap because I am pregnant. Why do I continue to sabotage myself? Luckily for me I met with Betty-Lou, my trainer, yesterday and she knocked some sense back into me. Today is a new day and a healthy start. And all I can say to that is "AHHHH! That's releif."

I don't think I noted my first ultrasound. It is next Thursday, April the 7th at 2:45. Part of me was bummed that I wasn't getting one this week, but that is probably for the best. I will be 7w5d next Thursday and we should see more. A heartbeat will be there. Maybe a baby shape? Not just a bean? Maybe twins? I dreamt last night of an ultrasound with a baby shape and a heartbeat.  I liked that dream. Then on Monday the 11th I will have my first pre-natal appointment.

Loving every minute...