Could it be?

Maybe I am just being silly and obsessive but I kind of think this may be twins.  I really can't explain it. My hcg is not ridiculously high. My symptoms are definately not overwhelming. But something inside my heart and mind says Twins.

On one hand twins would be great. I could be done with babymaking after they are born. But twins would be hard for me to carry. I am already 75 pounds (used to be 100) overweight. I am only 4'10" with my shoes on. So how high risk would I be? Would I be able to go to school all summer? What would life with twins be like?

I am so over the moon in love with this pregnancy! I am 5.5 weeks along and have had no issues. No bleeding, no spotting (well just the little implantation spotting) and I generally feel optimistic about this whole damn thing.  I did have a lapse a few days ago waiting for my beta results. I started to not feel pregnant and that scared me.  My books say that loss of symptoms is doomsday. But other research suggests that symptoms come and go this early on. Hopefully by week 6 or 7 they will be ever present.

I can't wait for my ultrasound to be booked. Hopefully by tomorrow Tammy will have booked it.  The Captain may be laid off next week, so in a way that is good. He won't have to call in to work to come to my ultrasound.

So all in all I am very happy and optimistic. I have never before felt this way during a pregnancy for so long. I have known for almost 2 weeks!  I am  enjoying every moment of this journey!